one month since i last blog. i keep hearing reminders that o'level is nearing and all.yes, i know it.. and its VERY SCARY, if you dont know ,for hearing it so many times. emath is getting better, amath is.. (guess you know what i want to say too). i am so envious of people who have smart brains. pass some knowledge to me please?. lols joking. of course i am trying real hard to work hard too.

within this month, lots of things happen. i'm so glad that many things are resolve too(:. Although today, there are many minor stuffs that happen and some that hurt me a lot,and threaten me too, i keep telling myself, its okay, its alright. and i prayed to god. i feel so much better too. and happier.i hope i will be able to stay strong for this whole period of time too. the reason for posting this is because, i want to? lol. okay i am lame. anyway just to say, i will perserve all the way and wont give up.. jia you.

finally turned sixteen today.anyway thanks everyone for celebrating or wishing and the gifts too.. after one year, finally am blowing candles again, this time not bulbs. this year bday is also the best among all and hope more to come too (: ( currently not posting anymore, due to various reason)

very long since i blog.dunno since when.ohh,so i got a treat today by fy,sq,shirlyn and amanda as part of early celebration.(:. went to secret recipe. then i know its quite exp, but dunno the price. =.= . oh and had a big piece of cake. fy was like nagging that ppl in africa are suffering,so i had to finish it..anyway,thanks all, i enjoyed it. (:. hahas oh yes, thanks to balu, i got a surprise bday present. :D anyway, not blogging anymore.

i decided to post something..o'level is nearing, very fast. there are still some worries that i have, besides studying, who wont be worried for studying when you failed? although i did improved a bit,but as compared, it is still very low. i am starting to lose interest in subjects i failed too. what to do? i am scared. although i love quoting that worry is a burden that god will never intend us to bear, but inside, i am still worried. according to my L1R5 or L1R4,definitely cant make it to a jc and probaby not even a poly.i'm pretty disappointed with my o'level chinese too? cry like mad, and definitely going for a retake.hopefully i will score well then. as for now, i really hope that a miracle could happen now.oh please! (:

LOL,is this an emo post?

blogger is definitely having some problems. this goes the same for facebook, or is it my com had some virus? ahh. prelims are over! today!(: finally can get to post although i feel like posting a few weeks ago. prelims are horrid, and i think i am going to flunk.. spa today is quite a success for me and i am quite proud of myself. :P. after few months, finally watch finish bofs, now watching my queen. alrite, i know i am slow.. o'level chinese coming out on wed and o'level oral eng on friday, this is such a great life for me. -.-. so stress up now. what kind ,i dunno?. i feel stress, yet the stress cant be express out. i am slacking now. sigh.

and soniyaa balu is making me choke on water, wth.

so long long since i post, dont worry this blog is still not dead yet. having prelims next week, must mug like crazy. i will be back afer prelims. (: seeya.

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i really think god help me a lot. in studies, in the problems i face, and in whatever i do. i am really thankful that my aunty had let me known god a few years back. because a prayer to god really helps more than anything. (:

chinese o level oral today. although i dont think i do well in it, but i really got to thank god , for giving me the courage to walk into the exam room and to face the examiners, and i think for me, it really needs a lot of courage. oral test is scary. thats of cause. everyone will think so. i know i stammer a lot when i was reading the passage and i didnt really talk much during the conversation, but still, if you look at the bright side, its an experience gain. an experience of how you face examiners and talk to. i would also want to thank god, for giving me a topic, which i know how to talk about and what to answer. its not a hard one, not to me, not a easy one too.

several things happen after sch reopen. block testing every three times a week. and i have been failing also. good things as well as bad things happen too. listening to christian songs really helps to calm you down and make you feel better. try it!. i am glad i have experience some stuffs. truely a great experience!

oh and i hope i can go to church soon. when is the next time? i really hope it will be soon.